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Beggari want to break down
destroy the happiness we fake
so you can see the cracks i've known for years
so you can finally understand that
we're two broken people trying
to piece together a life
and not feel lonely
i want to stitch my words into your rib cage
but leave the wound open so you can bleed into my hands
and swear on your breath that you truly loved me
but i won't hear those words
i [think] know the truth and
i know you don't
bound my wrists and i'll be your slave
one day i will tire and feel used up
tossed aside waiting for your heart
i'm the b
I Want YouI want you in my hands. I want to put my fingers around your throat, to hear you softly beg for release. I want to feel you desperate beneath you, squirming upwards against you. I want to feel your nails down my back; I want you to leave red marks that remind me of you when I look in the mirror later.
I want to hear you scream as you explode. I want to feel your body pulsating with mine, watch you fly to heaven and back down again. I want to mark your beautiful little throat you bare so lovingly. I gain pleasure watching you bare that love mark to the world.
I control your body. Don't deny me those smacks across your shapely ass or else. I control your body when I top you. Pin your wrists to the bed, to the walls. I control you. You will breathe when I say so. You'll come when I say so. Beg a bit harder, a bit louder. I might grant your wish.
Worthy"You are worthy of being loved. Do you see that person right there in front of you? Yes, you. You are worthy of being loved and appreciated by the person(s) you love and adore."
You give me life. You give me love and take the burden of my pain when I can no longer bear it on my shoulders. You hold me close and you do not whisper how much you love me. Instead, you cup my chin upwards and say it loudly, proudly. You do not hide away our love or deny it. You show me off to the entire world and say "Hey, look at this beautiful lady right here! This is my girl!" and have a grin that stretches for miles.
You always tell me that I must love myself. That I am beautiful, no matter if I am short and skinny or if I am curvaceous and have beautiful brown eyes that are so much more than just muddy. You trail your lips and tongue down every inch of skin and over ever scar I have carved into my flesh. You open me wide and feel me completely, making me gasp and beg and scream your name. You send me hi
her or iYou break my soul in two
leave pieces behind in your way
words will mean nothing to me
and fall upon deaf ears
one day I'll say goodbye
and maybe then you'll truly know
how much I was broken all those times
let me carve out this horrible beating heart
lock it away in a box and bury it deep
[make sure it's six feet under]
and make sure it'll never repeat its mistakes
again and again and again
don't touch my cheeks don't kiss my lips
i don't want to feel my entire world crumble
i don't want to stare into your eyes and
question if you love her or i more
break me in twoplease
if you want to destroy my heart
don't hold it in your hands anymore
just shatter it into those jagged edges
let me break into millions and millions of glittering pieces
let me fall into the abyss
let me break and find my way up from the bottom
i want freedom from this aching soul
freedom from this life
i want this wounded heart destroyed
tear it from my chest and
leave it upon the cold ground
let me break my own spirit and
tread upon my dreams as if i have no tomorrow
Hold My Heartyou hold my heart
in your hands
you break it every night
into millions of pieces
and hide the glittering shards
under the rug
so in the morning
i'll trip and stumble over them
you make me bleed
every time i see her there
next to you
so i hide
away so i won't fall
into the dark pit
that claims so many before
i want to cry
until tears turn to cold diamonds
My SunlightYou are my sun,
My only light,
As you fade,
The moon is there,
A memory of you,
Of the darkness,
Before your dawn.
You are the breeze,
That kisses my face,
Those tender lips,
That rushing embrace.
You are the grass,
Beneath my feet,
You hide my tears,
You support my weight.
You are the last,
One for me,
There was many before,
But they were never the same.
With you its right,
With you its love,
And if tonight,
I come above.
I'll see your glory,
From the moon,
From the memory,
Of this afternoon.
Puppet String SymphonyHere come the snares,
wrenching at my heart;
like my tongue can’t find the words to say.
I've been resurrecting your skeletons,
just to place broken flesh over it and watch it all decay…
…scratching at freshly picked scars and rose petals,
while digging up old habits and hatchets;
just so I can whistle a tune so tragic.
Here comes the wind,
stomping at my lungs;
like my emotions are gasping to be released.
I've been coughing up your cover-ups,
just to place my index finger over it and watch it all cease…
…living in this darkness, sulfur-tipped match tossed in the breeze,
while thinking it’s just not worth the candle;
just so I can hum a song you can’t handle.
Here come the keys,
playing at my mind;
like all eighty-eight demons and angels serving one star.
I've been worshipping my self-inflicted headache,
two times twelve and that’s how many bars…
…I've got to show you the color I feel.
When the puppet string symphony beg
About ArtA sweet poem,
All but a
For the true art called
I PromiseIt is a painful thought
To know he kissed you,
To know he stole your innocence.
He felt the warmth and comfort of your love,
But manipulated it to lust
And turned that perfect smile I now see,
Into a lifeless vessel
That gave into his
Carefully painted words
He had you
Before I ever knew you,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
I'm sorry I could not save you.
But look up at me now, love,
Look up at me with those astonishing, crystal eyes
And know that I will love you
Until this heart of mine has given out.
I am your present
And your future;
I will love you for more than your body,
I will love your wild personality,
I will love your motherly instincts,
I will love your acceptance,
I will love your understanding,
I will love your "frustrations",
I will love your timidness,
I will love your stubbornness,
I will love your laughter,
I will love your tears,
I will love your scars,
I will love your flaws,
But most of all;
I will love you.
my eyes sometimes forget youwhen you are gone, my eyes sometimes forget you;
the daily grind goes on; the bus-wheels roll their hides over the asphalt roads;
the snow melts into pools and clings to boots, licking the rubber heels of girls
who sway their hips to music that i only faintly hear; the women smile in coffee shops
and leave stray hairs on the wicker chairs; people pass by windows and their zippers
catch the light; my fingers turn the pages of new books.
somehow your voice finds me in the midst of all of this,
and very softly brings the words
that never really leave me:
this is my love.
when you are gone, my eyes sometimes forget you-
but my heart does not.
Unrequited LoveJust think of me.
Text me good morning and good night.
Text me at lunch just to let me know you're alright.
Wish me a good nap around five or six.
And if you're every bored just give me a call.
I'll make you a fangirl no matter what.
Even if you never admit it I'll let you off.
Meet up with me every now and then.
Never end a conversation with just goodnight or goodbye.
Ask questions and explore life with me.
Support me but don't try to fix me.
Even though I'll try to fix you.
But first I need this dream to come true...
For Your Eyes Only...For your eyes only, I bare my soul.
For your eyes only, I bare my heart.
For your eyes only, I bare my body.
For your eyes only, I bare my mind.
For your eyes only.
For your ears only, I share my dreams.
For your ears only, I share my fears.
For your ears only, I share my sorrow.
For your ears only, I share my joy.
For your ears only.
For your heart only, I give my love.
For your heart only, I give my strength.
For your heart only, I give my passion.
For your heart only, I give my life.
For your heart only.
All of these and more...
are for you--only for you.
The GlowThe Glow
Dictated by Puabi
What brings a glow of fire
To a single woman's eyes?
What curves her red lips
Into a joyful smile?
The promise, the delivery,
The receipt of love.
When she was waiting
Such a long while,
And it comes to her heart
In her surprise.
Imagine, when it comes
To a woman like me,
The brightness of the glow
In her eyes.
Love is loveI love you
There are so many ways to say it.
To mean it.
To believe it.
Yet, so many through it around as if it has no importance.
wo ai ni
To love someone is to put that person first.
To cherish them despite their faults.
To accept their mistakes and help them grow.
To love someone is to be there at their worst
To hold their hand and encourage
To show that things will get better
Ich liebe dich
To love someone is to see their true beauty
To see the love that they hold for others
To accept that others may have it as well
To love some is to help in learning
To teach each other new things
To learn about the world
ya lyublyu tebya
To love someone is to see the hope they pocess
To bring out the ligtht in their lives
To make the stars seem to shine brighter
phom rak khun
To love someone is to see them as they desire
To be able to not care what others think
To know that simply
Love is love
Burni will hold the candle and its flame
upwards for the moment when you realize
i have yet to disappear
i will breathe into your lungs
so inhale sharply and let your eyes snap open
i'll exhale my soul into your body
so these old husks we carry around upon our backs
will have their use again
b u r n b u r n b u r n b u r n
i will hold myself steady right here just for
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